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Friday, June 15th, 2007
11:29 am
FEELING A BIT SICK, BUT HAPPY

HIYA I FEEL A LOT BETTER TODAY, A BIT SICK BUT HAPPY.. I NOTHING TO EAT ALL DAY YESTERDAY EXCEPT SOME TOAST, SO MABEY THATS WHY.. I LOOK REALY THIN ASWEL.. 
OUR LAURA HAS GOT MY MAGAZINE IM IN AT WORK, HER MATES MUM WORKS IN A PRINTING FACTORY & SPOTTED ME.. IT GOES ON SALE TUESDAY.. OUR LAURA WIND ME UP THOUGH, IM MEANT TO BE A JODIE MARSH LOOKALIKE & SHE SAID I DONT EVEN LOOK LIKE HER.. I DONT THINK I DO MUCH, BUT SHES GORGEOUS & HOPE I DO..
IM GOING TO BELVALE WITH CLAIRE SOON TO GET HER FANCY DRESS STUFF FOR SATURDAY, IV GOT ALL MINE.. I FEEL SICK, ON MY DAY OFF ASWEL, LIFE IS CRUEL.. WELL I BEST GET A SHOWER, I NEED TO PRINT MY HOLIDAY TICKETS OFF ASWELL..
BYE...........
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Current Mood: sick
Thursday, June 14th, 2007
11:30 pm
RANT
TODAY IN WORK PEOPLE WERE TELLING ME THAT A PHSYIC HAD SAID MADALINE IS BURRIED UNDER ROCKS OR SOMRTHING ON THE NEWS!! I WAS FURIOUS & EXTREAMLY UPSET, I HAD TO GO IN TO THE TOLIETS AND HIDE BECAUSE I COULNT CONTROL THE TEARS, HOW AWFUL IS IT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! AND THE WERE TREATING IT AS GOSSIP, WHICH IS HEARTLESS.. EVERYTIME I THINK OF LITTLE MADALINE, I THINK OF MY 3 YEAR OLD NEICE ISOBEL, AND HOW ID FEEL.. I HAD VISIONS OF HER FAMILY CRYING TODAY AND FEEL SO DEPRESSED AND AWFUL ALL DAY.. I FELT SELFISH FOR CARING ABOUT STUPID THINGS LIKE MY HAIR OR CLOTHES WHEN THEY ARE GOING THROUGH THIS.. I FELT ANGRY AT GOD FOR CREATING A WORLD WERE THIS CAN HAPPEN, AN SCARED TO LIVE IN IT.. MY HEART GOES OUT TO THEM.. I BELIEVE SHE IS A ALIVE AND WILL NEVER LOSE HOPE..
SHE WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS TONIGHT..
AND THEY STRESS ME OUT BCOS IM YOUNG AND PRETTY AND THERE ALL OLD & FAT THEY TALK DOWN AT ME, AND TREAT ME LIK EIM THICK, WHEN I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM DOING & THEY ARE OFTEN WRONG..
I HATE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH, THEY SMELL.. ITS NOT ALL OF THEM, I LIKE SAY 2 PEOPLE.. BUT ITS THE OTHERS I DONT THINK  I CAN COPE WITH.. THE OTHER DAY THE WERE SKITTING ME SAYING I HAD NO BOOBS, HELLOOOO WHAT ARE THEM 2 LUMPS ON MY CHEST.. I WOULDNT MIND BUT IVE GOT A BOSS FIGURE & HUGE TITS, IM HAPPY WITH IT SO WHY ARE THEY TRYING TO PUT ME DOWN & MAKE ME FEEL BAD? WHAT DO THEY GET OUT OF IT.. CALLING ME UGLY WONT MAKE U ANY PRETTIER, HATING ME JUST SHOWS YOUR JEALOUS, I WOULDNT MIND BUT I HAVE TO WORK WITH THEM.. TILL I FIND ANOTHER JOB.. I LIKE THE JOB ASWEL JUST NOT THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH.. 
THEY PUT JODIE MARSH DOWN JUST TO WIND ME UP, WHY IS IT EVERYONES SO FUCKING OBSESSED WITH JORDAN?? JODIE GOT FAMOUS OF WHAT GOD GAVE HER, GOOD LOOKS, PERSONALITY AND A GOOD HEART... JORDAN IS FILTHY HORSEY LOOKING BITCH WHO SLATES EVERYONE, IS WITH A GAY LORD, TAKES ALL HER CLOTHES OFF DESPITE BEING A MOTHER OF 2 NEARLY 3.. HAD TO GET SURGERY TO GET THOSE AWFUL HUMUNGOUS OLD BOOBS, HAS A WITCH NOSE.. IS A HORRIBLE PERSON (INSIDE TOO) IS DESPRATE FOR PUBLICITY ( WHO WOULD GIVE BIRTH LIVE ON THE INTERENET) USES HER DISABLED SON FOR PUBLICITY.. HAS A 'TRAGETY EVERY WEEK' WHAT EVER.. IF SHE WAS WATCHING HARVEY HOW WOULD HE CLIMB IN TO A BATH OF BOILING WATER, PLEASE TELL ME HOW THIS WOMAN WON MOTHER OF THE YEAR.. SHE FFARTS & BURTS YET CALLS HER SELF GIRLY.. SHE IS ON THE COVER OF A MAGAZINE THIS WEEK IN A BIKINI WITH THAT AWFUL PREGNANT BELLY, AND UR TELLING ME 3 BABYS AN NO STRECH MARK, AIRBRUSHED TO FUCK.. WHY IS IT JODIE & JORDAN GET COMPARED NO COMPARISON.. JODIES REAL, JORDANS FAKE..JODIES GORGOUES, JORDANS A WITCH, JODIES GOT A FAB FIGURE, JORDAN LOOKS WEIRD AND PLASIC ( SHE IS) JODES A REAL NICE HONEST CARING GIRL, JORDANS A SKANKY JEALOUS COW WITH A MAN VOICE.. AND WHY DOES EVERYONE I SAY I LOVE JODIE TOO SAY "OH I LIKE JORDAN/KATE/KATIE/TWAT FACE!!! ! IM SOOOO ANGRY.. I HATE JORDAN & ANY TIT (AHA) WHO IDOLISES HER.. JODIE SHOWS THE MESSAGE BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOUVE GOT, MAKE THE MOST OF YOURSELF, JORDAN SHOWS, GET ALL KINDS OF SURGERY, MARRY A WANKER & DO ANYTHING FOR PUBLICTY WITH HIM, BUT FIRST GET PREGNANT TO A CELEB, THEN SHAG A YOUNG BOY WHILE PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD, HAVE AN OVER THE TOP WEDDING AND DRAMA EVERY WEEK TO KEEP IN THE MAGAZINES.... 
WHOS BETTER????
JODIE!!!!!!!!!!
NO CONTEST
I FEEL BETTER.. GOING TO BED NOW

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Current Mood: angry
11:28 am
RAHHHH
IM IN THE BEST OF MOODS TODAY, DESPITE ARGUING WITH JOHN LAST NIGHT.. I FEEL LIKE A BITCH NOW I THINK ABOUT IT, ITS WAS OVER HIS LEAVERS NIGHT OUT FROM SCHOOL, FOR SOME REASON I HATE IT WHEN HE GOES OUT TO TOWN, EVEN THOUGH I GO OUT EVERY WEEKEND, I KNOW THIS IS UNREASONABLE.. BUT IVE COME TO BE SO PARIONIOD AND INSERCUE, I USED TO BE SO CONFIDENT AND SURE OF MY SELF, BUT I SUFFERED FROM DEPRESSION AND NOW IM BETTER BUT STILL HAVE MY DOUBTS. I DO LOVE HIM AND BELIEVE HE LOVES ME, BUT I JUST CANT HELF BUT WORRY. ID HATE US TO SPILT UP, AND I KNOW I NEED TO GET OVER IT AND TRUST HIM! ITS JUST HARD, SO MANY BOYS HAVE HURT ME IN THE PAST.. I DO THINK HES DIFFERENT THOUGH..
ANYWAY ITS 2 THURSDAYS AWAY & THE REASON I WAS MOANING IS I HAVE TO BE AT COURTNEYS AT 4AM THAT NIGHT TO GO ON HOLIDAY, BUT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, IM GOING AWAY FOR A WEEK, I CANT STOP HIM GOING ON A NIGHT OUT.
IM GETTING ALL MOODY AGAIN, I WANT TO FORGET ARGUING, IM SO EXCITED FOR MY HOLIDAY.. 2 WEEKS TOMORROW.. I THINK BLACKPOOLS GOING TO BE GOOD ASWEL. IM IN WORK AT TWO, IVE JUST BEEN CHILLING ALL MORNING WATCHING ZOE 101 & DANCING ROUND MY ROOM TO  SUMMER TUNES, EVEN THOUGH ITS TEAMING DOWN OUTSIDE.. LAST NIGHT I PUT ON 'PRETTY GREEN EYES' THE ORIGANAL, AND THAT WAS IT, I STOPED BEING SAD AND REMEMBER HOW HAPPY I USED TO BE, I FELT INSTANTLY BETTER & THAT SONG JUST MAKES ME SOO HAPPY.. IM LISTENING TO IT NOW.. IT MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD.. I DONT KNOW WHY.. ITS THE BEST.. AAAAAAAAAAAAA I FEEL SO HAPPY... LUCAS PRATA - PRETTY GREEN EYES.. DOWNLOAD IT...................... 
ULL NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE....
SO EMOTIONAL, IN A GOOD WAY..
LOVE U BITCHES, 
REMEMBER OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE...

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Current Mood: PRETTY GREEN EYES
Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
8:45 pm
HIYA

HI IVE DECIEDED TO START A BLOG AGAIN, I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER WHEN I CAN WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN AND GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD.. I DID START A DIARY BUT WITH STARTING WORK I JUST HAVNT HAD THE TIME OR ENERGY TO WRTIE IN IT.. I REALY TIRED TODAY, GOING TO BED SOON BUT AT EAST IM ON A LATE TOMORROW, THEN OFF ALL WEEKEND! HORRAY!!
IM GOING TO BLACKPOOL ON THE WEEKEND WITH MY SISTERS & ONE OF THERE MATES.. WERE GOING IN A LIMO IN FANCY DRESS SO IT SHOULD BE GOOD.. IM GOING TO BE A CAVE WOMAN..
MY HOLIDAY IS IN 2 WEEKS 2 DAYS, I CAN'T WAIT, GOING WITH COURTNEY & HER MATES.. I THINK WE'LL HAVE A REALY GOOD TIME & I LIKE EVERYONE WHOS GOING.. WERE GOING TO TENERIFE.. IM GOING TO MISS MY MUM, JOHN & ISOBEL.. BUT I WANNA GO..
WELL IM OFF TO BED, EVEN THOUGH IM NOT IN WORK TILL 2 IM NAKERED & IVE GOT TO DO MY HAIR & NAILS.. GOD!!

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